If you only really knew me

If you only really knew me maybe then you would see

That this smile covers up all the pain I feel in me.....

If you only really knew me maybe then you would realize

That behind my hair and makeup there's a girl that cries.....

If you only really knew me maybe then you would see

That I'm a lot more messed up than the person I seem to be....

If you only really knew me then I guess you'd finally know

That there's been nights I've cried myself to sleep coming close to letting go...

And if you only really knew me you'd see I'm not so strong...

Though I seem like I don't care at all about the things that have gone wrong

And if you only really knew me you'd see me wipe the tears away

Waking up to another morning another day to act OKAY....